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Ugh.
Cant think.
Cant eat.
Cant do anything right.
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[22 Oct 2006|06:06pm] |
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If i look back to all the memories that I have,
I can't remember if any of it is real,
or if they are just stories that I made up.
Pathetic.I know.
I sleep my life away,
while others are out having fun,
I am at home, doing nothing.
As I type this I am making a rainbow.
A rainbow of pretty nothings.
No one is going to read this.
Why?
Because, I have a total of one person that I can call my friend.
But shes not expected to read this because she is out living her life.
I have problems.
Depressed.
Agoraphobic.
Bi Polar.
Borderline.
OCD.
Schizoid.
ADD.
I just don't know what yet.
I want to go to my mom and tell her I think theres something wrong with me.
But i can't, she either wont believe me,
Or she will do nothing about it.
She thinks that the government or whatever make these things up
to make money.
My brother and my uncle just came over here to come get me,
to go back to his house.
I was going to go, until my uncle started patting me and then
I just freaked out on him and went in my room.
Then they left.
I just want to live a normal life.
Have more than one friend.
Actually talk to people instead of just sitting there watching everyone talk to other people.
But I cant.
And that's what people dont understand.
I cant just come out and start talking to people.
I want to, but its hard for me.
People dont understand how my brain works,
and they never will.
I just want to live a happy life.
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[16 Oct 2006|09:51pm] |
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Well I might have a tumor in my throat.
Isn't that just lovely?
Uh huh, I thought so too.
Might have to take out my monroe.
Not to happy about that.
I'm also going to try to quit smoking.
Probably won't last long though.
Want to know why?
Because i fail at everything i do.
It's true.
I really do.
On a better note..
Wait, there is no better note.
I love how i put myself down.
It's awesome.
Hate me for it.
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[16 Oct 2006|04:47am] |
I feel alone.
Hurts.
But its my own fault.
I havent updated in forever.
My life is the same.
SHiT.
Its times like this when i hate my
::LiFE::
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[13 Sep 2006|10:24am] |
My Personality
| | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness To Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
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[06 Sep 2006|10:27am] |
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New AIM screen name.
Again.
Yea i know, i make to many.
But oh well.
Here it is :
I Vomit Kandy
Add Me.
Now Bitches.
<3
Well Im at school and these computers suck major ass.
So i guess i shall go now.
Seeing how i have nothing to talk about.
Byees
<3
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[03 Sep 2006|04:10am] |
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Ok, well i havent posted in a long time.
I dont really have that much to talk about.
But anyways, its 4:13am, so im going to try to get some sleep.
Night♥
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[14 Jul 2006|03:45pm] |
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i really hate the person that i am.
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[07 Jul 2006|12:59am] |
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hrmm, i think im going to make a new account.
i dont know why, seeing how im never on this site anymore...
oh we'll see.
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[21 Jun 2006|06:58am] |
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde
Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit plae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?
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[17 Jun 2006|10:43am] |
YAY!
Its Saturday!!!
That means im getting my monroe done today!!!!
Time really needs to go by faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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[17 Jun 2006|12:02am] |
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Im sooo excited!
Im getting my monroe pierced tomorrow!!!!
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[05 May 2006|10:37am] |
ok so i finally uploaded most of my pictures.
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[01 May 2006|08:54am] |
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everyone at school is saying stuff about my shirt.
there all like damn i havent seen that shirts since like 5th grade.
its starting to get annoying as hell!
i should have brought a jacket cause im kinda cold.
soo i havent updated in a long time.
here was my weekend:
Friday:
Came home from school
Watched tv
Mom came home with my cousin
Watched more tv
Went to A-ron's house
Tried to fix his computer
A-ron Drove me and my cousin David to my brothers
His girlfriend Becka came home from work and all four of us were up til 430 in the morning drinking rum&coke
Went to Sleep
Saturday:
Woke up
Hung over like fucking crazy
Waited like 2 hours for Becka to get ready so she could drop me off at a party
Drove for like an hour all the way out to like Myaka(sp?) or whatever
Fucking AMAZING house
People got thrown in the pool
Had a bon fire
Slept over
Sunday:
Everyone was going to go to the beach but i had to go home
Becka came to pick me up
Drove another hour back
Went home to a drunken mother and brother
Went over to A-ron's house his boyfriend Keoni was there
Everyone went to the pool and got drunk
Played Drunken American Idol
Went home
Slept.
Alot more happend on Saturday but i didnt feel like typing it all out.
The End
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[25 Apr 2006|03:49pm] |
comment on this entry & I'll respond ; If you comment,
1.I'll respond with something random I like about you
2.I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you
3.I'll name something we should do 2gether
4.I'll say something that only makes sense to you & me( Or just me )
5.I'll tell you my 1st/clearest memory of you
6.I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate 2 you
7.I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you
Please note if I do this for you , you must post this on your journal so you could do the same for other people.
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[19 Apr 2006|10:53am] |
TOMORROW IS 420!
AND I HAVE NO WEED!
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[11 Apr 2006|11:51am] |
so i got my tongue pierced finally.
it kinda hurts.
and im hungry&thirsty.
thats it.
laters.
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